January 2010
I’m tired, i’m exhausted, exasperated. I can’t carry on with feeling the way i do. That’s why i’ll change. I’ll have new perspectives to shed some light on things. I can’t stand it, i think i know why. My chest clenches and i feel light but it just doesn’t work that way. Why is it you’re doing this? I’m not jealous, nor envious. Just...
Blogging again, really? Why am i like this? Why do i isolate myself before a group of friends without pressure? What factor causes me to do so? I don’t want to act all high and mighty, like some ‘superstar’ but changing myself takes time. The impression i have originally given is flawed, heavily so and that i regret but why do i not change? Am i naturally stubborn, even against...